The way you smell… the way you look at me, the way you walk (sometimes penguin like. haha charr) ..that look when you get giddy and kilig after watching chichay or maya (HAHAHA), the way you look when your sleeping so deep and sound that i find so cute..that sometimes i wanna hug you so tight but i wont coz I might wake you up. hihi.. and of course that super adorable look you have ..what i mean is your ‘bagong gising look’. you might find that weird but I swear.. that is one of the cutest thing on earth. (LOL!) ..that look when you pikon when I make you sunlog and kulit, the way you handle kids, i just like the fact that you like kids just like I do. (chaaarrrr hehe)..and all those little things..love every bit of it.. yess your still that tililing/bouncy2 baby boy i know since we’re kids..its just that you’ve grown into a fine young man. (wow ‘fine’ hahha..) thank you for the patience, for loving me and for making everyday awesome. :)) i love you to the moon and back! lablab much baby! ❤
Why so fickle? From the “I wanna shout to the world that I love you” feeling to “what the hell is wrong with you?” you’re almost bipolar. Your mood swing from extremes. I can handle that. yes but not all the time. I mean, c’mon I have patience limit too what do you think of me?! its like sometimes, I just get too selfless and forgot about my feelings (which is totally bad) like, sige lang it’ll pass. I know It’ll pass but daw napuno lang ko guro..I dont know why i feel like this maybe because this was fueled by my ..ahmmm i dont how to say it..my fault saw something on fb..hihi, pero indi ko gid feel iya ex. we’ll its his ex and there’s nothing I can do with it or that Im against it. no its not that. its just that di ko lang gid sya feel, gina repell gid sya sg akon radar. maybe there’s a sting of jealousy because once upon a time..well nevermind, obvious mn kung ano inog hambal ko. hahhahah I know this is stupid there’s no point on getting angry or jealous or so whatever with it. I have fair share of my exes too which of I am friends now. We’ll as what they say past is past. what important is that I am happy, were happy right now. I keep instilling that on my mind. that’s the present. its just that this stupid heart and feelings messes up. hahahah stupid much right? you totally know what the truth is its just that sometimes your stupid mind entertains non-sense and non-factual thoughts. Its the result of the stupid over thinking, its like creating scenarios that wasn’t really there…which is so so so so stupid! hayyyy why?? tapos sya i dont know I think he’s mad at me because of that certain pic..malay ko ba naman na amo to sya. paksyet man na man bi ko ya shown to sa tanan ko na friends kay mu mn na sa settings..tingla ko ya ngaa indi makita. phew tinunto. then hambal ya ok lang sya, nga daw indi mn..action speaks louder than words nga diba? was it my fault? nag rant pa ko sa twitter then i said nothing, i lied ..nag ok sya po feeling ko he knows im not telling the truth. and yeah its obvious na its like he’s mad? or what i dont know..it shows eh its like he’s not interested even if were talking..or maybe he’s just sleepy and that Im just over thinking which is so stupid…and i just cant help it which annoys me sometimes. entering into a relationship was never an easy ride, sometimes its bumpy. and i dont know if ipakita ko pa ni simo, i dont kung ano na ni sya kalaba basta amo na sa. haha..lenteks..this is more like a pautwas.not like my usual mushy mushy blog entries about my love…kag wala ko kabalo sg pakadtuan sg gina sulat ko nga ni. well these are just my thoughts..pautwas lang or so whatever. i just wanna say sorry, ky i think lang ha..ur kinda mad about the pic? I dont know basta muna feeling ko..kay la ka nag goodnight gd..wala kiss man lang..oh diba nagreklamo na ko. wew, di man ah ambot di ko ma explain. I think its just a nature of us girls, na we wanted mn na gina lambing2 ..and medjo my pagka clingy. I dont wanna demand you what to do that’s in justice…right? im not the type nga ‘hey you should do this, i want this, i want that, follow me.’ .i know you know im not like that. hayyyy nevermind diin2 na ko kalab-ot. haha this is just too long I decided na ko nga pakita ni simo.heheh..ok so i feel kinda bit sorry about that? about the pic thingy.i dont know maybe ga over think lang ko..pero basta I JUST WANNA SAY SORRY. Sorry about it babe.